I start to miss gradually, miss these things which have not been forgotten. Those images start to be vague and I can not distinguish it is water or mist. I just remember it is a summer. I met a person. Later my mother told me that these people are just passersby in your life, just someone knocks at your door gently.
I was surprise to this sudden sentence from my mum. I can not remember which play does my mum watching at that time, I just thought it was not bad. I knew and I understood, but I just lack of sense of security. I could not find a better way to treat it.
After some years passed away, I eventually understand that he is just a passerby in my life, but once he knocked my heart so gently. He was the son of a friend of my mum.
The first impression he gave me was good. He was sitting on the sofa to see a book and I was playing Priston tale in my house. I did not want to interrupt him, but I still went out and asked him whether he wanted to play with me. I helped him to create an account and bought some wow gold. The process we got along with each other was very enjoyable.
Until he had to go home, I had to say goodbye to him reluctantly. He told me that he would play this game. I smiled.
He kept his promise and I could see him when I was online. We got together to earn cheap wow gold. He really had talent to play online games. His level increased quickly, but I did not care about this.
I just liked the feeling when I was with him. He gave me the sense of security, it was a feeling that I was looking for. Later I knew that he had his girlfriend. I locked myself in my house and cried for a whole day.
I even started to be depressed. I decided to give up this game and did not buy wow gold. I understood that without this relation our life had no intersection. Just at that autumn, I agreed to be the girlfriend of another people. Life has no business with love.
In class reunion my friend asked me which one I love most. I reminded of that summer and that person. I kept silent for long time and continued to drink. It is just a fairy tale that prince and Cinderella stay forever.
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