It is time to return and I do not want to go forward, because I start to hate myself. I do not know when I start to be indifferent to people and things surrounding me.
Consider more about myself, I told myself. I am not willing to help others, because I thought it was waste of my time. But in the past I was not such a person. In the past I loved to play an online game which was called WOW.
Later because of my job I did not play it and did not buy wow gold for a long time. When I left this game, I have my best friend in this game, because she had helped a lot. What I could do for her, I would try my best. She asked me to contact her when I was free. I promised to her, but I did not do. I can find a lot of reasons; such as I am busying doing my job every day.
But only I knew that it was not a good reason, the reason is that I never want to pay attention to my friends and care about them. My friends in WOW said that I was kind, sincere and always liked to help others.
So every time when I had trouble, they would help me. When I needed cheap wow gold, they would give me. I really learn a lot after I go to the society. I learn to protect myself in this fierce world. I learn to use different attitudes to treat different people.
I know the importance of benefit. But no matter how much I have changed, I still felt unhappy, I even hate myself. Later my best friend in WOW phoned me and she asked me why I did not contact her for so long time.
She said to me that she missed me very much. We talked a lot and of course we referred to our favorite game. I could not help sighing, time passed away so quickly. All of things happened just as happened yesterday.
She also said that she would buy wow gold for me next week. My face turned red. It is lucky that you can be reminded of by a person. I looked at myself in the mirror, I detested myself so much.
I have a long time not to smile, or at least smile extremely fake. But this time I just want to return, return to myself in the past, pure and simple.
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